i lurve writing

today im busy completing my paper on technology integration into teaching and learning practices.its quite hard for me since ive never been teaching in school.the setting is different with higher learning situation where most technology are being exploited.plus,the different in learning approach is another factor that makes me harder to relate it to my writing.anyway i wont give it a damn.

today , i feel a bit dizzy & nauseating.yeah..sejajar dengan peningkatan usia kandungan so the hormone is truly speeding up their chaotic ramblings.but i felt blessed since this pregnancy is going thru with very minimal morning sickness but with very fatigue,tired and shaking body.i guess my body is mounting a lot of pressure in producing more and more energy needs by
1.me,myself
2.nusaibah , my 2nd daughter who is still breastfeeding with me.
3.the embryo in utero which is now bz building the neuro n internal organ at the moment.

ok.back to the issue.next week will be the starting point for both my children.they will be sent to tadika islam upm.just imagine my lil makcik kecik tu pi skool.i just cant wait to see them.

ok.i think i shud stop blogging.ive already mengunyah many gula2 fruitplus yg masam ni.it helps reducing my nauseous.see ya

february is going

review of what happened during February

3-4 : attending conference in ipoh
4 : insiden lompat parti di perak
10 : confirm dpt fellowship
11 : da masuk opis
17 : confirm pregnant
18 : pindah ke seri serdang
24 : Nuha dilahirkan tiga tahun lalu jam 1.18pm
27 : birthday suami ke 30

penempatan baru di serdang

alhamdulillah kami dah selamat berpindah ke serdang.
dekatnya dekat ofis saya.dalam 5 minit sahaja naik kete.
jalan kaki berpeluh2 juga.rumah masih separuh berkemas.separuh lagi
tunggang langgang.masih ada barang2 kami di rumah gombak.suami saya bercuti sehingga selesai urusan perpindahan dan jagaan ank2 kami settle.kami masih menunggu keputusan 'rayuan' utk memasukkan ank2 kami ke tadika islam UPM.itupon suami saya yang memujuk cikgu tadika itu.dan urusan pemindahan streamyx lum settle lagi.kedai TM pon x jumpa lagi.astro pula dalam tempoh 48 jam.kenapa steramyx kene uruskan di kedai tm.tak ke susah?online kan mudah.saya pon x tau mana halanya klinik kanak2 dan ibu mengandung di serdang ni.menurut dr di pusat kesihatan UPM ni,dekat area south city.nantila explore.berpindah mmg sangat meletihkan.harap2 lepas ni tak berpindah lagi.

its positive

ive done the pregnancy test.and it turned out positive.
alhamdulillah.were expecting our 3rd bundle of joy this fall (heheh macamla duduk four season country).

jutawan vs marhaen?

meluat baca berita tentang kekayaan jutawan yg menyusut rm76b.
bagaimana golongan marhaen yang pendapatannya menyusut hampir 100% (baca:dibuang kerja)
perbelanjaan isi rumah yang melonjak 50%?ada sapa ke nk kesah?

rumah serdang

suami saya dah selesai mengecat rumah sewa kami di serdang.
kale yg dipilih kuning sunflower dan frame tingkap n pintu dicat
kale putih.tapi rumah masih blum dicuci.dapurnya agak kotor.kene proses dulu.
macammanala student2 pompuan bley hidop dgn dapur kotor gitu.terus terang saya katakan..saya x suka kotor2 nk2 dapor n toilet.ia melambangkan peribadi seorang wanita dan keluarganya.sehrusnya sikap tanggungjawab menjaga kebersihan perlu ada dalam hidup setiap manusia.weekend ni kami akan mengangkut barang2 besar menggunakan lori dan pekerja2 'import' suami saya..gggegege..dan akhirnya meninggalkan perumahan yg susah nk dapat parking ni n kejiranan yg menyebukan my conscience!

folic acid

i've already started taking my regime of a tablet of
folic acid once a day.alhamdulillah.praise to Allah for
all the happiness He gave us.and this great expectation
is something really precious we havent expected anyway.

my working space

this is my small but full of happiness office.i chose this open space instead of compartmental office because:

1.sng nk diskas apa apa masalah study.
2.in case ada student tanya kita xdpt jwb,ada lagi ramai bakal2 prof (yg gila2 dan saiko dan very good 'actress' n 'actor') bley jawabkan.
3.bley gossip (hahahhaha...kitty n farah takes note ok!)

so one big desk ada 4 bahagian.
1.next to me miss hasna ting (which is very2 lurus.shes straighter than a ruler.in her 4th sem doing phd)
2.in front of me fatin.
3.next to me Kitty.shes doing her m.edu in counselling.RA dr abdullah.very agresif n outspoken.but hati baik..cikgu statistik kami..when we hev prob ,for ex:whats d diffrent of varians and SD..she will explain it on the whiteboard!!!

sedar tak ada buku citer pengembaraan si kuda laut.itulah raw material utk thesis saya.n ada bear menyerupai ladybird.itu saya cilok ank punya..hehheheheh

Ana Eeh ---Tag by Wanie CM

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
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IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
Keda Eyni Eynak (Amr Diab)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Ya Salam (Ehab Tawfik)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Kefaya Kedak (Sameera Said)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Wahasyni (Hamada Helal)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Noor-El Shams (Pascal)

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
Lealy Nahar (Amr Diab)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Bent El Waadi (Haifa Wehbi) --Yes , that Haifa who show her support to Lebanon's Hezbullah

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Yalla Ya Kadabah (Hamada Helal)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Nasry Wala dary (Assolah)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Aiwah (Darine)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Yalli Taebna Snen (George,Wassouf)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Mazlom (Mohamed Mohey)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Aayshalak (Elissa)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Loun eyonak (Nancy Ajram)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Kaman Kaman (Shahinaz) --->already married

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Ahla Dunya (Elissa) hahahahah...

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Qalbi Habak bejnon (Assolah)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Lek Iwahdak (Samo Zein)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Naseni El Donia (reghab Allama)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Saddaqni Khalas (Amr Diab)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Habeebi Bahstak Eleek(Shahinaz)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Ana Eeh (Nancy Ajram)

cik jee

saya berbual di alam maya dengan seorang bekas pensyarah saya di MMU yang sangat
saya hormati(ini betul2 bukan bodek2).saya rasa amat bersyukur berada di bawah bimbingannya selama 2 tahun.terus terang saya katakan,MMU berjaya melahirkan graduan yang bersedia di alam kerjaya,innovatif dan dilengkapi skills dan kemahiran.saya amat berterimakasih dengan cik jee.walaupun semasa di alam pengajian,cik jee agak garang tapi setelah mengenalinya(hampir nk menamatkan pengajian pon masa tu) ternyata peribadinya amat menyenangkan.seorang yg cukup berdisiplin dan rajin dan cintakan ilmu membuatkan saya menjadi semangat untuk meneruskan pelajaran hingga keperingkat tertinggi.dan ketabahan serta kesungguhan saya di hari ini,cik jee antara pencetusnya.terima kasih pada cik jee.moga allah membalas jasa baik dan segala ilmu yang dicurahkan.

kunang-kunang lagi

semalam suami saya blanja saya candle-light dinner at kunang-kunang.
sebab saya terlalu teringin minum tiramisu ice-blendednya..yummy..
saya order tiramisu ice blended n sizzling yee mee.my husband air barlinya
dan kunang-kunang special noodles soup!thanks hubby!

merempit ke ofis

today,i arrived at UPM 6.58am.
(pekerja contoh).i walked out from
my aunt's house at tmn greenwood around 6.30am.hehhe
im among the earliest people menapak
di UPM with this one prof.he just said
"so early?".and me ;"timing cpt" sambil
tersenyum udang.

and i admitted im a bit merempit.the reason:
(however this shudnt be used as a reason anyway!)

1.im a firm believer of quality of time.
instead of wasting my time in a traffic,i shud use
it with my family,complete my research,reading and
anything that could benefit me more.

2.when i drive around 90kmph,ill become lethargic and ralit nk tidoq.
and the only way to make me alert and focus is high speed.
thus,i support the statement:speed doesnt necessarily kills.stupidity yes!

3.im a person who justified the ends.(hahahha)reaching the focal point is my target and im doing it in my lifetime (of course with a right means.).if im in the middle of time-span,im trying my best to regulate myself.i might say im a very self-regulated person and somehow it does translated into my character and fortunately my driving skills.if im stuck in traffic,im not a kind of lady driver who will wait until it isall safe and clear.ill try my best braving the crazy KL traffic.

orait.i think 3 reasons are more than enough.

tech n edu

today,ive already taken the offer letter.
and will start reporting tomorrow.
and,i just thinking of what Dr rosnaini on the other day.
she knew what she wants to do in educational technology.she is focusing on utilization and evaluation which is in 4 and 5 tier.and i kept thinking,what should i focus on?since im always fascinated with design and how the design should be practical and useful enough for human's need,then design and development should be my focus.yes.for me,to make an instructional effective,the design which among others involved the process of analyzing learners' need are very crucial and important.most of the educational programs particularly in Malaysia were failed because of the lacking of commercial and design factors.the theoretical might be good and strong.but remember,children are more attracted to fancy and entertainment elements.we shud from there manipulating the factors so that the learning can be done.
well,western counterparts are more advance on this.maybe we shud learn from them?

fellowship UPM

pagi ini,antara perkara terawal,buka portal GSO,UPM.
dan result utk fellowship UPM dah keluar.
alhamdulillah saya tersenarai dalam list penerima GRF!

erasmus?

saya kerap turun ke shah alam.seminggu paling kurang sekali.
kami enjoy disana.rasa cam nk pindah je.result GRF masih x keluar2.
apalah masalahnya lama sangat.kalo dapat alhamdulillah.kalo x terima sajala.
maybe bley apply erasmus pas ni..hehhehehhe

takde mood nk berblogging.very tired.brain's juice not enuff.need sleep..taaa

ekonomi vs nikah

buletin utama mampu membuat saya tersenyum.
di UK,kadar perkahwinan meningkat sejajar dengan merudumnya
ekonomi.malahan,peningkatan itu menjangkau 11% peningkatan.
malahan,temuramah dengan bakal pengantin,perkahwinan membantu mereka
menghadapi keruduman ekonomi.

berlainan dengan masyarakat malaysia.lagi merudum ekonomi lagi mereka menangguh perkahwinan.mungkin mereka ada alasan tersendiri.namun bagi saya,jika kita ikhlas kerana Allah,tentunya kita dibantu.walaupun pada awalnya nampak sedikit sukar namun,inshaallah rezeki terbentang luas tanpa ada rasa tersepit.tidak percaya?
tanyalah saya!

saya menyeru kepada mereka yang bujang dan mampu :BERNIKAHLAH..nescaya tenteram

sapa ckp study sng?

i dun sleep tonite.
presentation at 9am.
my spacebar somewhow
terkopak.thanks to my daughter
nusaibah.

my husband attend a function
gerak usahawan.hev to call him ask
what to do.

alhamdulillah slides are prepared.
me?yawny all the way!

tag by azurasid

okai azura.memandangkan aku sakit gigi dan malas nk membebankan pemikiran aku dgn academic writing.so aku layankan tag mu nih.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person
who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)



1. highly ambitious ppl n stick to deadline religiously.

2. dun like greens,any asam2 jeruk,belacan..

3.sort of COd ppl.everything must be in pair.if not just throw the one left into the dustbin.n must be organized

4.lurve roses scent

5. hate inconsiderate n no civic minded ppl.(they deserve jungle as a home)

6.feet n hand eczema sufferer (which explains why i cant wash dishes n needs technology as my domestic helper.and some of makciks menyebok tatau apa nk kuutuk ,apa hal)

7.lurve reading

8.susah tido malam.

9.poyo ppl is a no-no in my life.

10.sick with orang kampung

11.x reti menjahit

12.revengeful

13.not fond of puisi,puitis2.

14.lurve white color

14.bare-foot driving too.once used a flats,terjajau kete.fortunately the car park is free (maklumla masjid di hari2 biasa)

15.material + akhirat musti seiring.thus i am aiming luxuorius life!

16.easily disturbed.

17.hiding my emotions.

18.good at writing.

19.my ambition yg tak kesampaian : to be lawyer

20.sekali sekala memasak (hahahha sebnonya malas!)

21.rajin laundry (my kids wear 5-6 pairs of clothes each of them everyday!)

22.kaki game online

23.slalu shopping kat JJ & grocery @ carrefour

24.dun care bout office politic & kipas mengipas. (allah yg tentukan rezki kita!)

25.cita2 sambung phd ke oversea

pictures and words (tag by wanie cm)

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.”

1) I am



2) I really want to go to




3) My favourite place



4) My favourite thing



5) My favourite drink




6) My favourite food



7) My favourite colour



8) I live in



9) I was born in



10) My college was




11) My favourite story


12) My hobby



13) I wish





And now I want to tag:
zaila
hanisah
azurasid

ipoh oo ipoh

ini post pertama saya ttg politik tanah air.bukannya apa
saya baru saja balik dari ipoh membentangkan kertas kerja saya
dalam satu seminar anjuran UPSI.ipoh mmg satu bandaraya yang saya
iktiraf sebagai bersih dan teratur(mungkin kebetulan pada masa itu cuti jubli perak bagi negeri tersebut.

kejadian keluar parti oleh ADUN PR kepada bebas tetapi menyokong BN amat memualkan.
violating the trust and confidence of the voters are no-no.dan kebanyakan politician yang suka buat perangai ni ,sorry to say from PKR.whats wrong with PKR?and whats wrong UMNO?musti ke nk pecah blahkan sesama muslim melayu?kalo dilihat masyarakat cina cuma seorang yang berpaling tadah.yang lebihnya melayu n muslim.kecuali sorang tu mamat yang terlibat keas rasuah seks.diharap sangat pihak pimpinan PKR lebih berhati2 dalam meletakkan calon.pilihla org yg imannya baik.inilah salah satu kesan tiadanya tarbiyah.

geram tgk reaksi pemimpin merah putih yg tersenyum kegembiraan melihat PR tumbang.ini baru tepat..menang sorak kampung tregadai!

sangat letih

hidup kami sekeluarga sepertinya nomad.
kami baharu saja sampai di gombak.
kamipulang mengejut ke yan pada hari
khamis lepas.tok suami saya sakit tenat
dan meninggal dunia pada hari yg sama.kami
sempat berjumpa dengan arwah.betapa insafnya
melihat detik2 sakaratulmaut.moga allah mengizinkan
nyawa kita ditarik dgn selembut-lembutnya.
dan kenduri arwah berjalan utk 2 hr berturut2.
dan semalam kami bertolak ke ipoh pula.saya
terlibat dgn satu seminar di ipoh.banyak masa kami
di jalanan.aduih!!penatnya