inshaallah.impian menjadi realiti.

inshaallah tahun depan saya convo..
dan inshaallah tahun depan saya akan menyambung pengajian peringkat doktor falsafah di luar negara.
doakan semuanya dipermudahkan..nak nak bab biasiswa tu..

ini adalah impian saya..yang diiringi dengan azam,semangat dan usaha.bukan sekadar impian mat jenin

hari ni sangat penat.

balik rumah setelah 5 hari di rumah mak.

pokok2 pon ada yg layu.

tragic

ive lost my laptop yesterday.with my academic cert & transcript.
fortunately,80% of my theses are available online as i lurve to upload it.
and today,the document bag which was also stolen,was found. some good samaritan
found it outside his house.however,my certs,2 cheques and my lappy is still missing.
then,i personally think,chopping a hand of the thieves is worth it!

tak paham

saya tak paham la

kalau dah tau gaji tu tak cukup sekadar cukup makan.
nape pegi ke hospital swasta yang kos bedahnya sampai
berpuluh ribu?

saya ni pon pi hospital kerajaan jek.walau saya mampu utk p hosp swasta
(ye anak pertama,kedua di hospital swasta).

kesimpulannya : kalo x mampu pegi je hosp kerajaan,servicesnya ok inshaallah.
kalo tak ok mungkin kafarah ke'kerek'an diri sendiri...(betul tak?).saya ni pon so far layanan
hosp kerajaan ok jek..kecuali yg 1st tuh kene suh balik sbb katil tak ckup.mana taknya ramai ibu2 indon bersalin kat selayang nu..(pas tu cabut tak bayar) yg kita ni rakyat kene tunggu2..dahla takde kereta sendiri masa tu

apa berlaku hari ini?

petang semalam , kelas pertama saya Research Methodology dgn studnt bac.edu.IT & Biology.
yg sonoknya kelas RM ni lebey kepada student centered.kita just guide..takla menyepoon feeding.
sonok terlibat dgn budak2 muda ni.otak pon refresh..semangat mereka pon kita bly curi (aci ke?)

ok.pengesahan penerimaan fax masih lagi x disahkan oleh satu jabatan di KPM.dah seminggu..nk pastikan fax dah sampai saja..bukan apa.nk mnta data statistik pon amatla susahnya.rasa cam pecah kepala saya ni.asik di'pass' talian kita ni kepada orang yg berlainan.masyaallah..menguji kesabaran

on the other hand,badan saya semakin x larat menanggung beban kerja yang terlampau.Allah saja yg memberi kekuatan dan ketabahan pada saya.turun naik tangga bley digagah.namun brain load masya allah..penatnya melebihi segala...nak2 plak keje collect data memerlukan fokus dan penumpuan dalam observation..

apa yg penting ...collect data musti setel b4 deliver.masa pantang analisis data dan siapkan chapter 4,5..ya allah..mmg dugaan..namun ini jalan yg kupilih di atas loronganMu..moga aku tabah dengan ehsanMu..

demam

smalam saya berhujan di UM..akibatnya saya demam..kepala berat hari ini..terpaksa berehat

sombre mood

i guess some traits are genetically inherited.be it good or bad..and I HATE THAT!!
caveat: before married someone , check the background of his/her family! it will tremendously affected your future and your kids!

tesis saya : ya allah..permudahkan segala kesulitan

memandangkan saya under fellowship ,so, saya diwajibkan mengajar dan dalam masa yang sama
menghabiskan tesis saya.jadi masa saya sangat2 terhad.dengan mengajarnya..dengan belajarnya..saya amik 2 subjek sem ni.dan ditambah dengan menghadiri seminar,conference, disamping menulis untuk dihantar ke seminar,etc,journal.disamping itu juga,saya sedang sibuk collect data.dan data saya bukan survey.since sy buat experimental dsign,saya terpaksa 'menginap' di skolah2 terbabit utk tmpoh yg lama.set intervensi saya mempunyai 3 bahagian dan tiap bahagian mengambil masa 1 minggu.dan setelah habis intervensi,pemerhatian akan disambung untuk tempoh lagi 2 minggu..dan selepas itu 1 minggu utk temuramah..(padan muka..sapa suh wat mixed method..)jadi keseluruhannya termasuk pretest dalam 7 minggu.dan harap2 smpt b4 deliver.dan at the same time.kene tackle 2 skool dlm 1 week.satu di jln peel satu di kg baru..lagi skali..adoiii..(nk nangis pon ade.dgn sarat..now im 7 months pregg..serius..mmg sgt pnt dan xley nk gagah sangat..)plannya b4 deliver dah setel collect data n dah siap chapter 1,2,3 alhamdulillah cuma chapter3 sdg merefine biar hujah kukuh..dan sdg mncari cara2 control extraneous variables..(selain dr researh design)thanks ummul dari upnm & kak ziha dr UTM for helping me..selain dr jegak n dr lateef.(bab qual)...nk analysis data bley stat after 2 weeks pantang..ye..saya mmg rush habiskan and now 3rd sem wat research..(wasting 1 sem amek coursework mode)...apa pun saya tau,allah akan memudahkan hambanya yang bersungguh2 dalam pekerjaan.dan anak dalam kandungan saya ini (dan sume anak2 saya) didedah dengan ilmu dan akademik sejak alam rahim...(nuha pon da dapat tangkap sikit2 sign language..cthnya..ummi,walid,A,B,C)tapi suka tgk TV..dan die dah pandai lukis muka org..dgn muka bulat,telinga,mata,dan mulut..(apsal idong xde?)kikikikik..yg nusaibah suka membaca dan menulis..tak suka tv.mcm2..habis disuruh kita baca buku Doranya..mickeynya..kalo tgk playhouse disney cite2 tu siap lekap bukunya kat skrin tv.mcm2..

itula..di kala penat2,mmg telatah ank2la pengubatnya..walaupun kdg2 rasa geram juga nak nak bila drang gaduh..apa2pun..saya percaya..susah payah di hari ini..inshaallah ada hikmahnya

pilot test in SKPK Selangor

i was busy for the last whole week.did pilot test in SKPK Selangor for deaf students.I did the pilot test with 2 students and a teacher.My sample is too small since the population itself is estimated around 18-20 students.dealing with special kids need tremendous patience,energy and compassion.most of the special kids tend to share the same traits.i havent analyse the data collected yet.but as usual,the threats to experimental research is extraneous variables (EV).and in my case,i hope the EV wont interfere.and im guessing for the real test,i need to match the respondents and ANCOVA will help me..(im still comprehending on how ANCOVA will help normalize the data)..aduuhh...pening2.

this is amira.she is a profound deaf student.she is currently no 2 in her class.

this is amrina.she also a profound deaf student.she has brother in a same school.
cute isn't she?

this is cikgu ain and monitor,naim.naim has a residual hearing and he can hear (given that you shout at him) and he can response to you orally (although it is not so clear).

I will do the report and inshaallah will present the findings on the upcoming seminar FPP.it is either published as book chapter or journal..whatever it is,i really want to share it with all who interested.gambatte!!!

wife

“My most brilliant achievement was my ability to be able to persuade my wife to marry me.”
Winston Churchill quotes (British Orator, Author and Prime Minister during World War II. 1874-1965)

if my husband says this,the world would be mine.humbling himself to devote his love to me...masyaallah..although my husband rarely uttered those sweetie sticky words,but deep inside i know how much he loves me.thank Allah for granting me such a wonderful husband..(somebody compliment him said he looks like Sheikh Muszaphar!ahaks!)..it is not the face that counted..holistic evaluation is important (again,my cacophony world of academic writing domineering my lovely dovey part.sort of bipersonal eh?)..again..i love you all by my heart!if abang read this,please dont blush-blush eh!

affection

today was a hectic day. i spent most of the day in Faculty.i got class until 9 pm.
and went home,after some relaxing moment,i watched CSI NY..Then indulged myself watching
Camp Rock.It is unplanned.ALtho it is for teenagers,i watched it and observed what the characteristic of the western people which is good for us to adopt.First , they showed love and care (in this case,i refered to the parents-child,spouses relationship).How many of us recall how many times our parents show their love affectionately towards us?or how many times they congratulate us for our success and console us when we were sad?I guess the answer is relatively small consider the length of our life.In Camp Rock,the mother hugged her daughter when her daughter considerably won the battle of self-knowing and self-appreciating.I refer to Mitchie who came from lovable but moderate class of family.Her mother is a cook and Mitchie herself helping her mom to earn some cash for that camp. She is a talented singer.HOwever,she failed to acknowledge that she came from a mid-class family.In the heated arguments,her mother consoling her to be proud of herself no matter what and she continued to join the Final Camp and done absolutely magnificent performance.Her mother and father so proud.Not because of she was just talented but because she realized her own talent!!!see the differences between those two situation?Realizing your own talent takes self-appreciation.And her mother praised her for that quality!For me it is so deeply concerned with the way of building the child self-esteem which is very low in the eastern culture.We tend to have the attitude to leash all the negative but dumping all the positive factors on the closet.I just dont understand why.If one person deserve a praise,why dont we just say it?

alamak..suddenly my entry a bit menjela-jela..thank Allah..my migrain n headache is gone.and i know the cause : strain on my neck from long hours of laptop usage..i should take precaution after this.

Thanks Shilme

before,thanks 4 ur concern..the migrain is off but still with 5% of headache that can be 'tahan'.my dearest friend , Shilme Adam who lives in a far far away land ,in Dublin ,awarded me with this special recognization...ooo my i really appreciated it.

1) Copy badge "2009 Cute's Blogger Award" & paste on your blog
2) Link the person who give you the award
3) Write 10 facts/hobbies or anything you like to tell us about yourself

ABOUT ME : NURUL MAZLAN aka NURUL NAJIB

1.i am happily married to my husband,Najib Saad who decided to jump into biz field after years of studying in Al-Azhar Univ in Syariah Islamiah..(sometimes,i just wondering why..)

2.since my birth,i easily fall sick.i guess my low immunity system is the culprit.and now,my Nuha follows me.

3.i hate exams

4.i love indulging myself with research & tonnes of reading material.

5.eventually,i feel comfort wif my tudung labuh,which I sewn by myself almost 9 years ago..(still in good condition)..i tried wearing any other tudung..since it is bit time consuming,i abandoned it easily.

6.like shilme,i miss Egypt (particularly Cairo) and i miss Dr Aiman from AzZahra Musytasyfa AlTibb in Haiyu Sabiek,Madinat Nasr (Hosp Azzahra in Seks.7 NasrCity) who monitoring both my pregnancy & delivered my Nusaibah.

7.i love gardening and flowers.

8.i struggling hard to establish my finance so that it would be benefited my children's education in future.

9.Most of my domestics,beauty prods are from HPA which are organics and halal.I tried to minimize the dependency towards chemical-based and uncertain status prods.i want my family grown up with the halalan toyyiban foods & environment.

10.im a very self-regulated person with high ambitions although lacking of energy and health plaguing me , aiming to submit my dissertation end of this year!inshaallah!aja aja fighting!

i write this 10 points with on-and-off headache.it sort of makes me less motivated to do my job.oo allah...ease my pain...

illness

my kids just arrived from K.Trengganu last midnite.They followed my parents there.
Nuha's eczema became worsen and infected.eventho,b4 she left,it getting better.maybe she needs extra care and now my husband & I started the intensive nursing care.we bathed her with special soap for skin probs,Clay soap,anti histamine syrups,Dexchloropheramine,topical antibiotic cream,Fucidin..and we put a piece of tissue so that she wont scratching on it.

i felt so worry for her.and for myself,the migrain attacked again....nauzubillah..it was sooooooo badd and unbearable...i cant open my eyes or the sharp pain will attack..and my eyes became watery and i just cant stand straight..i dont take any meds for that..and only air zam zam and madu helped me to relieve.

and today,i have to go to Bhg Pendidikan Khas,to obtained yet another permission before entering the skools and at the same time ive already approached 1 skool for my research.and,im still completing my paper for SNE conference and data analysis for research on sense-of-humour among teachers.

oo allah grant me strength

020709

smalam ade farewell party utk 'opismet' kami faradilla roselan yang akan melanjutkan pelajaran ke australia dalam bidang zoologi next month.bertempat di la apprenti ,UPM,kami berheboh2 di sana.moga dilla sukses di Ozzzie nanti..inshaallah kalo rezki akak , kita jumpa di sana la ya.

posing dgn cupcakes masing2

hari ni,dapat surat kebenaran drpd EPRD by post..peliknya..suppose saya amik sendiri jek..sbb ri tu x sertakan self-adressed envelope with stamps.tup tup da ada kat umah.next step,tulis surat kat BPK plak..sungguh banyak kijeku ni.

and we thinking of applying scholarship from MOHE.try dulu..mana tau dapat kan...kami teaching assistant yang sengkek...kikikik...dr shaffe nk result reliability utk dipresent dlm satu seminar di beijing..setelah mengicak supaya nama saya dimasukkan as author skali,die stuju..alhamdulillah.tapela..berdikit2...ramai gak academician started dr bawah cam saya ni..walaupun begitu,i enjoyed my works + study!!!sayang UPM...(prof maimunah amikla kami jadi permnanent staff!!)jijiji

renungan

allah dah tentukan rezeki manusia.
allah maha adil dan rezeki tidak datang
dari segi kebendaan sahaja.itu kene ingat.
keimanan,ketenangan hati juga rezeki.
begitu juga ketabahan,kasih sayang.
apa yg penting.kita mensyukurinya.

pathetic me

sudah 830pm.saya masih di opis.dengan lapaq.letih.sejuk.
mengantok..adoi..manala husbandku ini?

biar sejuk ibu mengandung

yesterday,my colleagues including two yummy preggy mummy (me & siti rohani) blabbing about baby.she is expecting a boy and me a girl.talking about having yet another baby girl,i can hide my happiness.for me,the gender is second thing.the most important is the baby is healthy and perfect.

okay,this entry will see how im diarrhoering all the fed-upness with certain type of people.when my bumps started to show,some 'mulut tak beradap' complaining about my pregs with my hub n me still financially unstable.i really HATE those mouths!given that they are somehow older and as a very 'obedient' younger woman i have to leave their comments without answer.ikutkan hati,"ko tu anak sikit tak kaya2 pon.anak pon x menjadi gak!"kang tersumpah jadi tenggang plak me ni.

okay.i told my dissatisfaction to my hub.yola.for me it is my business!weve never hidup merempat dan meminta kat orang and giving excuses for unfortunate (yola tu) life.we work very hard yet we achieved some sort of equibrilium in our life stage.i chose a non-confirmed position because i want to pursue my wish.UPM offered me something that gave me chances to study,being paid,gain experience in teaching & research which are all the main factors to be a good academician.why shud i rejected it?and i got my extra earn which make me feel contented.
so,at my side , no probs at all.even if we have a new edition!

and my hub's biz is getting flourishing.and again we can afford our life.so why must other being too busybody tak bertempat & menyakitkan hati?kan betul tiap anak ada rezkinya...(tinggal mak bapak la kene usaha..kalo malas..dok mengulit bini je..yg bini pon malas..da la blaja malas kije malas..apa cita???kalo ada duit blanja x pandai manage duit...itu salah korang la)

ps:ok..saya hangin satu badan gak ni!

makan makan di mat'am Saba'

kami date cum lunch di cyberjaya hari ini.anak2 ditapau wan n atoknya balik menziarahi nenek moyang di gomeh.so,we have this two days by ourselves...iiyyaahhoooo..so,husband saya teringin nak pi restoran arab di cyberjaya.matam Saba'namanya sempena nama tempat saba' di Yaman.Restoran tu letak bertentang dengan streetmall.

jangan mereka...kad ni dah direload dengan data2 order kita.bile bayar just swap jek.cayalah!

ini pula aruz + dajaj (nasi ala2 briyani + ayam ).husband saya order ayam grilled.satu setnya siap ada roti aisy (lubnan bread,ayam,salad,picklesnya).dan husband saya teringin makan hummus.dah lama x rasa masakan arab.skali amek ko!portionnya bukan utk 1-2 org tetapi 3!!!!harganya rm15 jek..yg ajaibnya..saya makan suku aja...yangh separuhnya dihabiskan oleh suami saya..katanyaa..lazisss!!!mmg pureee arab...bape kati die buh minyak sapi la wat nasi ni..(yo la bang...fanatik arab betul!)

dan ini hummusnya.nampak tak olive oil yang bergenang2 tu?tapi olive ni baik utk kesihatan kan.tapi saya takley masok la hummus ni

ini pula ayaq yg diorder.saya minum ayaq teh ais limau jek.tgk org seblah minum ayaq ada buh lemon.ingarkan ice lemon tea.skali die order iced lemonade.okla tu.then husband saya yg masih kekal dgn citarasa arabnya mengorder syai (teh) yg saiz kecik..again..portionnya utk 3org.syai arab mmg pokat habih..!!plus dgn pudina...saya x suka buh pudina...rasa cam makan ubat gigi.

dan ini plak chicken chop yg saya order tapi terpaksa ditapau..akibat nasi briyani ayam yg terlampau banyak tu.tapi xde blackpepper sauce.dieganti dgn hummus..alamak..makanan arab mmg tak bape reti nk berminyak2 dan berkuah2..itu yg bagusnya utk saya..sbb each time pregnant,mmg melugai makanan oily.

so far,mmg pueh hati den makan kodai arab nih..reasonable price.plus time tu plak angin bertiup sepoi bahasa arab.since we chose alfresco dining..kira selesa la.(faham2 je la cyberjaya.kalo berangin tu kira bersyukurla..kalau tak panas 24 hours)

so kepada sesapa teringin makanan arab..saya rekemen kedai ni..kalo pandai ckp arab..cuba layan borak dgn depa...drang akan borak tak ingat dunia nanti!!

bersemangat!

dalam masa seminggu lagi : SEMESTER BARU BERMULA anak-anak!

subjek yg ditutor : introduction to educational technology .
level: bachelor degree.

nasib baikla subjek ni dapat A.kalo idak,camna gayanya nk ngaja orang.

subjek yang diambil : data analysis by prof jegak (subject yg ngetop di FPP & UPM)
qualitative research analysis by dr lateef krauss abdullah

so this sem subjects saya jenis yg bermethod & analysis.maklumla..data2 perlu dianalisis dan dihujahkan.

memandangkan saya target nk submit end of this year,so the keyword is HARDWORK.
masyaallah.moga allah berikan kekuatan.di saat kandungan makin membesar dan badan makin bekerja keras mungkin hikmahnya terlalu manis utk dirai.inshaallah.

dan berborak2 dgn adik harith sangat memberi semangat.disamping merapu dengan adik bongsu saya,maksu teema.at least release tension.anak2 saya da tido nyenyak.eczema kakak dah kering.saya sangat happy.saya tau camna seksanya bila eczema menyerang.dan kalo bley saya xmo anak2 saya menderita sbbnya.cukupla saya saja.tapi dah Allah tentukan begitu.jadi wajibla kita mencari jalan ubatinya kan?

saya nak tido.biarkanlah lappy ini terus mendonlodkan journal2 yg saya cari.mencari ilmu membuka seluas minda...seluas hati...ya allah berkatilah ilmu yg Engkau limpahi padaku.
ameen

tesis tesis

hari ni dah setel cikgu azma n dr aznan's validation
dr ros esok.sbb nk kene burn prototype.dan lagi sorang lagi
utk interview set.call dr samsilah.die suggest dr maria chong sbb dr maria
xpert sensory disability.malangnya call dr maria xde answer.tanya aiena,grad stud die,
maybe die ke athens,ada conference.tapela.buat satu2

sknag tinggal chapter 3 utk direfine.inshaallah end of this month bley relax skit sementara tungu permission eprd.nk habis end of this year gak!

smalam,makan buttered prawn kat rimbun klasik bangi...alamakkkkkk sedapnya...tak hingat dunia makan.balik jadi gatai2 kat kaki n tangan...tapela..skali skala.kan

skang tgh menunggu my SV rspons utk budget survey tu.before studnts DPLI ni praktikal.
(sapa x jawab q's x lulus xm aaa...hihihi acah jek)

adakah semakin matang?

beberapa hari ini saya sangat keletihan.
mungkin makan x ikut time.sekali diserang
keletihan sampai lembik badan.

alhamdulillah dah 3hari saya mencuba sabun clay
hpa utk ekzema di kaki saya yang telah infected.
dan nampak improvement.lukanya da mkin kering.
anak2 saya yg ada ekzema pon saya sabunkan satu badan
n part2 yang di siku etc yg mudah jadi saya buihkan lebih skit.
again alhamdulillah...takde la mereka menggaru di situ lagi.
moga inilah jodoh ubat ekzema kami sekeluarga.setelah hampir 12 tahun
saya suffered hand n foot eczema...tak lega2.on n off..harap2 this time
bley sembuh.

n,kalo sesapa sedar message di facebook saya:

in real life we tend to disclose everything personal yet we 'diarrhoea'ing all our stuff on the net.ironic.

smenya berkisarkan pada pemerhatian saya yang satu perasaan peribadi saya
yang mengesan sindrom online memupuk sikap escapism.bagaimaana?rasanya empunya diri
lebih mengetahui.mungkin peningkatan usia mengundang kematangan.mengundang perlunya satu kekuatan berjemaah.sahabat yang benar2 ikhlas.tautan ukhwah yg luhur.\
bukan sekdar laungan atau slogan tak serupa bikin.

selain itu,saya sdkit kekecewaan dengan students saya yang masih lagi membuang masa
tanpa memanfaatkannya dengan benda berfaedah.saya berusaha membantu mereka.namun jika mereka tidak ingin membantu diri sendiri,siapa yang mampu?
wallahualam

happy father's day

happy father's day to

1.my dearest husband ->ustaz najib saad, a walid to our three (inshaallah) cute daughters.
hehehhe...the last scan,we saw a girl in my womb.inshaallah.as dr aiman al misriyah said :

the scan technology gave 99% accurate results and 1% is in the hand of the almighty Allah.if He said so,nobody can do anything.

for us , the baby perfect wellbeing is matter most!so,anyone berhajat nk anak2 dara kami nanti make sure quran dah dihafaz ya!!


2.my dearest abah --->hj mazlan hj mazhar ,a father to yet another three outgrown girls!

actually it doesnt need a special day to say this..only me la tergedi2 skit nk wish....huehuehue

dissertation

sedang sibuk mengemaskini draft kedua thesis sambil menunggu kebenaran dari EPRD.
borang validation sudah dihantar sedang menunggu jawapan.lepas itu,barulah pengumpulan data bermula...adoiiiii lama dan penatnya tu!!

HPA

husband saya apply utk jd stokis HPA dan mengembangkan networknya di sini.
for anyone interested to do HPA business he's willing to sponsor the membership (rm30 tu!)
mencari yg halal itu wajib bagi muslim!so start now! hope to seeing u soon!

character based on birthday

character based on birthday

my dearest husband: 27.2.197*
You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being too pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a loving person. Your Love, You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are demanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.

mine : 01.10.198*
You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love, You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.

nuha : 24.2.2006
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love, Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.

nusaibah :07.06.07
You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centered. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence. Your Love, You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.

extended version : NUSAIBAH 2nd bithday

nusaibah mhd najib 2 years ago...

and celebrating her 2nd birthday a week ago.uwannya
pegang tangannya potong kek.with abg daniel n kakak nuha

sekejap jek,she's already 2.different character from her sis Nuha.nusaibah is more agressive. some pics during the small celebration for her.

the cake which WAS yummy!


antara hadirin

birthday girl n abg daniel aka abg ultraman

simple gifts from ummi n walid


kakak pon dapat hadiah..barbie teresa dr makngah



piano dr wan anjan


mksu pon dpt hadiah ke?dr set dr wan

dan banyak lagi!


dgn mklong lili

satu je tadek,gamba kami anak beranak..heheheh..parents bz la sampai lupa nak amik gambar

ICERP

just finished attending ICERP.thanks Dr.SV for sponsoring me!

moody

hari ini sangat moody.
and i wish those ppl
disappeared in my life!

planning for anniversary 6 months in advance

i kept asking my husband.this year we should celebrate our marriage anniversary in a very ROMANTIC ways (reminder:without any sepupu sepapat,adik beradik visit.purely blissful togetherness.Kids will be left with grandps). im thinking of somewhere exquisite..like sri lanka,taman negara (dont you think my preferences are bit weirdo?)..he didnt say a word until recently .. "we should celebrate it here..in our own lovely home.it is US who decide it to be romantic"....me : ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!yola tu..then our romantic gateways will be filled with activities membasuh kain,mengemas rumah,berkebun,memasak (man knows how to answer!)..

no salah

sudah hampir 6 bulan saya menggunakan no hp baru.
dan baru semalam saya sedar,saya tersalah no hp sendiri.
dan banyak orang saya beri no yang salah itu.

sakit kepala

hari ini sakit kepala ..

bibit-bibit migrain..

terpaksa rehat sekejap ...

dan tido...if tak lega..terpaksa telan

panadol

Proud of your Language!

liza martinez,Ph.D in her presentation highlight some point for us to ponder:

"deaf people in Filipino faced big problems in finding their own deaf culture and language.
since,the school practicing English as a medium of learning,the chances of Tagalog being used are minimal and zero at all.thus,Filipino Sign Language (FSL) are mostly adapted American SL (ASL).Because of this,they really have problem in signing their own national language ,Tagalog."

moral:school should be using BM as medium.and if you want to introduce english as a medium,be it for upper secondary level!

international seminar on sign language research

this is my back-to-back entry posts.i went to international seminar on sign language research held in Fac.of Language and LInguistics,Univ Malaya.The two days seminar was really a hit for me and i must say it enlightened me most!the topics and discussion is so fresh and invigorating and i got the direct access and answer from the very own experience of deaf people and researchers themselves.

as usual i took some pics.(somehow a bit jauh)

opening ceremony toh puan hjh aisyah ong,prof azirah n prof zubaidah,i dont know his name

the presenter from CHinese Univeristy of Hong Kong,Dr Felix Tze,on her research of deaf lingustics .
sort of longitudinal study.

dr liza martinez from deaf NGO in philipines

dr abdullah yusuff from inst.perguruan Kota bharu,one of the reknown
deaf expertise in malaysia

the last session : plenary @ Q&A session
mr abdullah rahim from UM,dr felix tse,Rev. charles dettmeier,prof Bell R.T,Prof Zubaidah Bell
and the interpreter ( i fogot his name)

i ended up asking 12 written questions and 2 oral questions.there was so much i want to know yet the time is soooo limited.ill take sign language course after this (for sure,got cert what!)

moral:its better to conduct a seminar in place like this rather than hotels,the fees are so cheap yet the knowledge is priceless!one thing:sponsorship helps the cut the cost of the kais pagi makan pagi grad stud that depends on allowances..hihihihiks

jelajah utagha

from 25 may-28 may..we went for Jelajah Utagha trip.started with Aloq Staq (only for half a day).Bought some tudung there and melawat mentua.Then headed to Georgetown.Got conference there.seriously,Tanjung isnt my cup of tea!it sort of haphazard.inadequate road sign.bad driving habit!i prefer KL.just imagine,we stayed in tune hotel in Jln burmah.

my kids left all sort of DNA marks on those shiny mirror (mine you,it is more than thumbprint!)

and we took almost an hour to find the entrance of MasjidKapitan Keling.HOws bad is that?i insisted to snap some pics there since it is declared as world heritage (see my nusaibah pic below)

nusaibah in front of masjid kapitan keling

since my hubby just parked his car opposite of the mosque,i found the gate is locked (the one in the same row of Nasi Kandar Beratur.)Then,my husband,aunties n kids went to tg bunga,bt feringghi n else left me spent some tiring time sitting all the hours in conference held in bayview hotel ( i hate their food!).Below,my kids posed in bt feringghi

those two makciks lurve posing i guess!

Before we left Tanjung,we stopped at Queensbay.Snapping again load of piccas.Below is the one with Jambatan PP and also tip of Pulau Jerejak as our 'lovely' background.arent we lurvely? (hikshikshiks)

one happy family @ Tanjung (bg music should be the OST from Anak Mami)

On the way backhome,we stopped by kuala kangso..gamoknya nk bergambo dgn masjid ubudiah n tgk2 madrasah idrisiah.yes..after living in this world for 27 ++ years finally i got the chances!
hooray
as usual,i forgot to bergamba2kenangan during the cnfrence.my hp is low in batter.kept blinking and beeping..no chance to snap piccas there!!

the conclusion:terokailah malaysia!banyak tempat untuk dikunjungi.
the moral values embedded : if you're preggie,travelling this long journey will surely damaging ur all urat saraf n the other next day,waking up from my bed was the most hurt things ive experienced!!!!

later

sangat penat !!!!!!!!


later i blog ok!

tungkus

saya bertungkus lumus menyiapkan editing
video bahasa isyarat.jadi sudah 2 mlm tido lwt
jam 3 pagi.

sindrom urat saraf lenguh dan sakit menyerang.duduk
berjam2 depan laptop dengan tangan asik control mouse.
mana tak lenguhnya.

adoiii

no sleep n La'pprenti

AKHIRNYA

saya dah tamat merecord bahasa isyarat.
sekarang proses mengedit di samping membina pre n post test both receptive
n expressive vocab...bayangkan.satu ayat satu signing and it is around 100 words!!!huwaaa..no sleep tonite la gamaknya

ya salam..my workload is too much.im sort of wondering why on earth i took so much effort for my study.then i realized,this is what i want.my indulgences.no sweet until sweat blood and toil rite?

another case,i watched american idol..wawwwiii..lionel ritchie n jason marz..alamak somehow rasa bercintan dengan suami plak nak nak dengar lagu hello.. to say i love youuuuuuuuuuuu................my husband..hihihi(musti die kata saya gedik x pasal2)
nape local talent couldnt achieve those kind of persembahan ya?walaupun berakademi graduate sume dr A*....wondering..wondering

whats more?homeschooling issue?not in the mood nk berceloteh.sometimes boring tgk parents yg poyo dgn homeschool tp ilmu xde di otak.orang blaja education,curriculum,instruction is not for nothing.kalo sme nk wat module silibus sendiri,i cant see any significant of integrating the nations by then..apa la..
ok ok stop

oo yeah..nk promote.nk makan western murah,sedap dan mewah ...cubala di La'pprenti (betulke ejaan ni?).milik faculty makanan UPM kat dewan banquet.ok senang ikut jlnke GSO,nampak stadium masuk kiri bertentang stadium UPM.kalo ikut jalan masuk UPM lebuh silikon,first junction ke kanan!!voilaaaaa!!!!sedap!!!!!!!!!!!!!!teringat2 spaghetti carbonaranya yg suami sy makan tak sampai beberapa saat (sorry hubby,exaggerate skit!)n me after tasted lasagna that day,tried the roast chicken..yummy!!!halal pon halal..rasa cam makan kat hotel...

scholarship?

i heard rumours,scholarships for postgraduate are very limited right now.
and at the same time,spm leaver complaining about their not getting any PSD scholarships.

personally i think government should revise the policy.SPM today is just a paper.the value of it somehow degraded.im not saying this just because.but when im comparing what my students got for english in SPM and what they got trial (im teaching part-time in school too) with the standard of english they speak and write, i just wondering,how the hell they managed to score A and straight A.instead of sending this bunch of kids overseas,benefit most of the other especially the underprivileged students ,by sending them to the local IPT.what important most it,howu utilize all the chances given for the betterment of your life.at this level,they should be given some sort of local flavours with the knowledge of the local society.

later,i strongly agree,the government should provide more scholarship for the academician or researchers to further their study overseas.it supposeto be given to those who dedicated themselves for bettermen of society rather than those pursuing MBA that not involved so much research.

ok.i know,maybe some will seconded me,and others will argued.for me,it is my view.and as long as it is permitted by islam,who cares anyway...hahhaha

pokok pokokku

oo tidak..kami baru membeli sepohon anak bunga kemboja,
2 phon pokok yang berdaun daun tatau nama (salah satunya mempunyai
bunga comel jambak2 kaler putih)

dan kami plak outstation for a week.

apakah akan terjadi pada pokok-pokokkudi bawah pepohon mangga itu?

hargailah waktu lapang sebelum dtg sibuk

for the next consecutive 7 working days,ill be outstationed

21-22 may : kelas khas di sk tmn bunga raya,bkt beruntung
24-25 may : aloq setaq
25-28 may : international conference on language @ georgetown penang
30-31 may : international seminar in sign language research @ UM

warghhhhhhh!!!!!!penatnyaaaaaaaaaaa....(baru jek baca)

honda accord beige color

YEAH!!!!

I LURVEEEEEEEEE THIS CAR SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
mind u,ive never been obsessed like this with any
automobile before!

result

in reference to my entry :
exam


alhamdulillah.thank you Allah for giving me strength!
this sem i scored 4 flat despite the morning sickness,
migrain,nausea.mom does do wonder thing,doncha think?

;-D

multiple personalities.

i just discovered :

1.i dislike buku novela cintan cintun.(esp with sugary coated name.ex:
tengku syakila nabila,datin aisyah,syed jefri bla bla bla)
2.i prefer crime series n movie (serial killer
3.but i lurve romantic songs esp from mariah carey n celine dion
(refer to my top 5 songs in facebook!)

how ironic.am i sort of jeckyl n hyde personality..hahahhaha
watch ur step then!

my upm

i read somewhere UPM is ranked at no 80 something and UTM is ranked 8 spots forward.
as a loyal UPMians (haha,u know,UPM paid me monthly plus free fees!sort of membalas budi la nih)and a very competitive person,i do felt jealous!UPM must do something to overcome UTM even UM.yes!inshaallah!Prof Dean,took me as ur confirmed staff!ill give all i can to make UPM the best!!!

happy mother's day !

we just celebrated mother's day.
our daughter made me cards with a heart
they colored in pink and red crayola!
it made me reflected on what have i been through
as a mother.thank you Allah for all your blessing!

sports day!

last saturday,my daughters participated in sports day!

belangsukawa

23.04.2009--around 10am.my uncle pak uda,sulaiman ibrahim passed away because of stroke.may allah bless him.

arab

im in the middle of watching top 10 maak silvana,featuring 10 most hits songs from arab region.yes.no 1 nancy.darine with kell ossa is no 2.my nuha loves her song,aiwa aiwa.i do miss arab region so much.i just dont understand why the feeling is so intactly existed (shilme,did u feel the same thing?)ok.arabs are bit rough in nature and a lil bit rude.but,when u know them,be a friend with them,masyaallah,u will never forget them.

i missed the smile of dr aiman mahmud,my o&G who monitored both my previous pregnancy and delivered my nusaibah.the warm,friendly and motherly figure who treated her patients with commitment and care.i remembered the kindness of our x-landlord,baba.he just too kind.altho ppl said arabs landlord mostly care for money,alhamdulillah he isnt.baba often came by to play with nuha and then nusaibah and had a chat with my husband.his wife,mama cant make it because of health probs.so we just sent regards to her.and when my husband last saw him last year,he gave baba a picture four of us,he cried.he said he missed both of my kids so much!
then,my mom's friend,randa moneim.she is sort of my kakak angkat.very caring and during my confinement she came to visit me and my nusaibah.she was there when i cried after my family went back to malaysia,leaving us in the desert somewhere in northern africa!

and now,both my daughters have inclinations towards arab.they will stop,smile and wave to any arabs and anyone who looks alike.maybe they miss egypt too!and my husband said if they choose arab as their husband,he accept it but no russian!!

exam

final exam with a severe headache.
with morning sickness.and they said
amnesia is attacking a preg mom.
yeah.it must be a really challenging
situation.bravo for me!

celine dion

ah ha..my hormon imbalances makes my emotion rollercoasting.
last saturday i watched oprah.my goodness.there was a song "because You Love
me" sang by celine dion and one 16-years old Filipino girls.i admit..im a fan of her.celine has a mignificent voice.sort of merdu and gemersik..(i think in english velvety voice)..and the duet was so dynamics.it just made me feel soo vunerable and suddenly i missed my mom who is now in Mecca performing umrah.i was home-alone.my husband got biz function with dato' itu and dato' ini.and my sister,hasni went outing brought two of my girls so that i can spend some time studying for my paper.yeah..n i read all the notes on screen.my husband forget to buy the already finish a4 paper.wargh..im a bit distress.

solat

in malaysia,this is a rare condition.but,in the other part of country it is normal.ive experienced this wonderful condition.i went to book festival in Cairo and it was held during the winter time somewhere end of Jan.i was pregnant with nusaibah.since it was winter,the day was short and the solat time was really packed and tight.and at the same time the musolla was quite far (for me) and the only choice is went to the toilet,took a wudhu and solat at the garden just besides me.it was so nice to know that the action is acceptable there.i am afraid what will the reaction from malaysian?

yeah

dr fauzi asked me to go to his office.and he handed out a piece of letter from faculty.
the acceptance letter for my article.yes.it has been accepted to be published in 1st issue of IJERP.and need some revision.only on the conclusion.they need at least a page instead of 5-6 lines i wrote.and overall marks i got is 9!im so happy.at least this good news made me happy after the 'ulat" incident.

it doesnt need an intelligent to tell what to do with the bin!

i went to my office.and i saw someone left their food leftover(i guess) in a styrofoam box with a packet of drink at the side of my desk.without thinking too much i just picked it up and threw it on the rubbish bin just outside our office room.and suddenly there is a lot of tiny creatures crawling.damn it!!!!it's already berulat!who one dun it shud give me a very good reason!

HFMD

so,my days were passed by with:

1.already completed my morning sickness level.
2.in midst of taking care of both of my children,down with
HFMD (hand,foot and mouth disease)
3.completing my thesis.
4.completing my conference paper.
5.forget to take good care of my own self.

i know.it is hard to study with all these commitment.but,i take it as challenge.
and i admire dr norasyikin ,the top O&G specialist who initiated PRIMANORA wellness centre.married and having child during her undergrad year ,survived with her 'old lday' yet now among the best O&G specialist in malaysia!!

dun talk about love with me..*duh*

saya menyokong perkahwinan walaupun usia anda muda.
tapi,saya tak perkenan membaca celoteh,tulisan yang berkenaan cinta ditulis oleh orang yang belum berkahwin.selagi anda tak kahwin,selagi itu anda takkan merasa erti cinta sebenar lelaki dan wanita!.fullstop.daripada membazir semangat yang berkobar dengan penulisan demikian,baik tulis sesuatu yg bersifat dinamis.sekurang2nya org membaca tak terlalu asyik melayan perasaan.

kesimpulannya:habiskan usia bujang anda dengan ilmu.disamping mencari pasangan hidup.

pause

im in no mood to blogging.
my health seriously killing all
the creative nerves that inducing my
literacy ability.another 2 weeks to finish
the first trimester.hope by then ill be
rejuvenate!

from the bloating me

id been thru a really bad morning sickness for almost three weeks.
mind u,its really bad and the worst ive ever had.i cant eat or else i threw up and then made me sort of masuk angin and meloya and again threw up.the cycle goes round.as a result,i became very very weak.my blood pressure was too low so as my blood sugar.i went to clinic and given vitamins jabs for every week until i passed my first trimester which will ended around april.altho the level of morning sickness bad xperience are decreasing,i always dua my pregnancy will be smooth sailing!my works really affected.i couldnt even finish my articles.an assignment and a paper to be presented on the confrence this coming may.maybe ill write an email asking for extension.

then,my daughter nuha is totally diapers-free for almost a month.we felt a bit relieved (save a lot!) and proud!she just 3 years old.we really proud of her.and imn trying to wean my nusaibah from breastfeeding.i think 21 months which is 3 months shy from what Allah said in Quran is worth it.my body cant stand the pressure to breastfeed her and at the same time providing the foetus in my utero.

whats more to babble?maybe ill write later.see ya

csi

i watched CSI last nite the one with grissom and the serial killer artisan.
this one artist stated:
"we are obsessed with sex and death."
it is somethin which is so truea nd relevant to this time of period.i couldnt agree more.thats what happened when people losing their faith and religion.and they will live in the bliss of ignorance.

cerita seram

sekarang,trend filem & drama seram ditayangkan di tv malaysia.
dengan niyang rapiknya dan yang terbaru anak betong & keliwon.macam2.
secara peribadinya,tiada perasaan goosebump muncul bila saya terlihat cerita ini.
kerana bagi saya,mereka ini cuma satu sihiran yang boleh kita berlindung dengan Allah.dan sihiran ini jelas kelihatan.tetapi berlainan pula jika saya menonton sesuatu visual seperti the watchmen.dimana visual keganasan,pembunuhan,dan tetiba ada batch smiley mengiringi.ya!itu mmg mengecutkan perut saya.dengan pelbagai jenis keganasan,kezaliman dan kesadisan dan diakhiri dengan muka innocent smile amatla menakutkan saya.petanda jelas penyakit bipolar yang serius dan kritikal.walaupun hujah saya kelihatan pelik.tetapi itulah hakikatnya saya dengan cerita seram.cerita seram yang terlalu melibatkan bnda2 ghaib2 terlalu banyak diperbesarkan.berlainan dengan manusia.apabila diri dikawal syaitan,hatta iblis pon turut memuji kezalimannya.nauzubillah.jauhiku & keluargaku dr khianat dan zalim manusia.

sorotan

nuha cried when i took her yesterday and again when i send her this morning.
nusaibah seperti biasaa,tiada perasaan.cikgu bawa sarapan die pon makan je sandwich yg nampak sedap tuh!nuha mungkin terasa terasing di tempat baru,dengan berjauhan wan,atok,wan anjan n wancunya.harap2 ank saya akan bertambah ok.

saya pula kurang sihat.pergi ke pusat kesihatan upm.tekanan darah rendah.dan dr nasihatkan saya cpt2 buat kad checkup di Klinik Kesihatan Ibu Anak di Seri kembangan.
alamatnya zaman beratur panjang dan mengambil darah bermula.tensyennya..takut nkamik darah tiap kali gi checkup.rasa merana.

lepas dah pi klinik masuk opis balik.dan dr.SV call.suh dtg opisnya fotostat satu jurnal fresh diterima dr ketua jabatan.n then ada invitation hantar artikel ke jurnal skolah bestari under kemneterian pendidikan.nasib baik di waktu sama , saya sedang bertunkus lumus menyiapkan artikel sebanyak 15 ms utk tujuan yang sama.bleyla send.

bebanan akademik buat masa ni mmg terlalu banyak.boley pengsan.tapi demi mengejar cita-cita saya akan usahakan juga.saya amat terharu dgn sokongan suami saya.dengan keadaan first trimester ni,dengan merap dgn meloyanya,dialah yg rajin memasak..hihi..sprti biasa,tiap kali pregnant pantang bau minyak masak.meloya sakan.makan pon memilih yg tak oily sangat.macam2.

okai.rasanya sampai disini.menyambung menulis artikel yg panjang lebar.jumpa lagi.wassalam

1st experience

my two daughters have had their first playschool experiences in tadika islam UPM.my nuha cried out loud when we left.nusaibah control cool je sambil makan apam kaler merah.pada masa kami sampai,sarapan mihun dah diisi dalam pinggan dan kanak2 lain diberi peluang menonton tv rancangan kartun.

kami berjumpa dengan cikgunya Cikgu Hajar dan Cikgu Khadijah.kanak-kanak lain nampak sangat peramah dan nuha maybe rasa tak biasa lagi.saya harap semuanya okla hari ni.

ok.sepatutnya saya dah minta bos sy verifiedkan punchkad saya.today is the last day.tapi xdpt contact die plak.maybe pi jumpa sesapa yg boley la.dr fauzi ke dr abdullah ke.hari ni kaki melecet.suami saya membelikan kasut baru menggantikan kasut lama yg dah terkoyak.sebenarnya saya ada banyak lagi kasut tapi semuanya high heels.tak sesuai dipakai sekarang ni.akhirnya kaki saya melecet.serius tak mampu jalan.terpaksa tunggu farah sampai belikan plaster kaki.

ok.nampaknya banyak betul wanie tag saya.saya akanbuat slow2.ok maassalam

i lurve writing

today im busy completing my paper on technology integration into teaching and learning practices.its quite hard for me since ive never been teaching in school.the setting is different with higher learning situation where most technology are being exploited.plus,the different in learning approach is another factor that makes me harder to relate it to my writing.anyway i wont give it a damn.

today , i feel a bit dizzy & nauseating.yeah..sejajar dengan peningkatan usia kandungan so the hormone is truly speeding up their chaotic ramblings.but i felt blessed since this pregnancy is going thru with very minimal morning sickness but with very fatigue,tired and shaking body.i guess my body is mounting a lot of pressure in producing more and more energy needs by
1.me,myself
2.nusaibah , my 2nd daughter who is still breastfeeding with me.
3.the embryo in utero which is now bz building the neuro n internal organ at the moment.

ok.back to the issue.next week will be the starting point for both my children.they will be sent to tadika islam upm.just imagine my lil makcik kecik tu pi skool.i just cant wait to see them.

ok.i think i shud stop blogging.ive already mengunyah many gula2 fruitplus yg masam ni.it helps reducing my nauseous.see ya

february is going

review of what happened during February

3-4 : attending conference in ipoh
4 : insiden lompat parti di perak
10 : confirm dpt fellowship
11 : da masuk opis
17 : confirm pregnant
18 : pindah ke seri serdang
24 : Nuha dilahirkan tiga tahun lalu jam 1.18pm
27 : birthday suami ke 30

penempatan baru di serdang

alhamdulillah kami dah selamat berpindah ke serdang.
dekatnya dekat ofis saya.dalam 5 minit sahaja naik kete.
jalan kaki berpeluh2 juga.rumah masih separuh berkemas.separuh lagi
tunggang langgang.masih ada barang2 kami di rumah gombak.suami saya bercuti sehingga selesai urusan perpindahan dan jagaan ank2 kami settle.kami masih menunggu keputusan 'rayuan' utk memasukkan ank2 kami ke tadika islam UPM.itupon suami saya yang memujuk cikgu tadika itu.dan urusan pemindahan streamyx lum settle lagi.kedai TM pon x jumpa lagi.astro pula dalam tempoh 48 jam.kenapa steramyx kene uruskan di kedai tm.tak ke susah?online kan mudah.saya pon x tau mana halanya klinik kanak2 dan ibu mengandung di serdang ni.menurut dr di pusat kesihatan UPM ni,dekat area south city.nantila explore.berpindah mmg sangat meletihkan.harap2 lepas ni tak berpindah lagi.

its positive

ive done the pregnancy test.and it turned out positive.
alhamdulillah.were expecting our 3rd bundle of joy this fall (heheh macamla duduk four season country).

jutawan vs marhaen?

meluat baca berita tentang kekayaan jutawan yg menyusut rm76b.
bagaimana golongan marhaen yang pendapatannya menyusut hampir 100% (baca:dibuang kerja)
perbelanjaan isi rumah yang melonjak 50%?ada sapa ke nk kesah?

rumah serdang

suami saya dah selesai mengecat rumah sewa kami di serdang.
kale yg dipilih kuning sunflower dan frame tingkap n pintu dicat
kale putih.tapi rumah masih blum dicuci.dapurnya agak kotor.kene proses dulu.
macammanala student2 pompuan bley hidop dgn dapur kotor gitu.terus terang saya katakan..saya x suka kotor2 nk2 dapor n toilet.ia melambangkan peribadi seorang wanita dan keluarganya.sehrusnya sikap tanggungjawab menjaga kebersihan perlu ada dalam hidup setiap manusia.weekend ni kami akan mengangkut barang2 besar menggunakan lori dan pekerja2 'import' suami saya..gggegege..dan akhirnya meninggalkan perumahan yg susah nk dapat parking ni n kejiranan yg menyebukan my conscience!

folic acid

i've already started taking my regime of a tablet of
folic acid once a day.alhamdulillah.praise to Allah for
all the happiness He gave us.and this great expectation
is something really precious we havent expected anyway.

my working space

this is my small but full of happiness office.i chose this open space instead of compartmental office because:

1.sng nk diskas apa apa masalah study.
2.in case ada student tanya kita xdpt jwb,ada lagi ramai bakal2 prof (yg gila2 dan saiko dan very good 'actress' n 'actor') bley jawabkan.
3.bley gossip (hahahhaha...kitty n farah takes note ok!)

so one big desk ada 4 bahagian.
1.next to me miss hasna ting (which is very2 lurus.shes straighter than a ruler.in her 4th sem doing phd)
2.in front of me fatin.
3.next to me Kitty.shes doing her m.edu in counselling.RA dr abdullah.very agresif n outspoken.but hati baik..cikgu statistik kami..when we hev prob ,for ex:whats d diffrent of varians and SD..she will explain it on the whiteboard!!!

sedar tak ada buku citer pengembaraan si kuda laut.itulah raw material utk thesis saya.n ada bear menyerupai ladybird.itu saya cilok ank punya..hehheheheh

Ana Eeh ---Tag by Wanie CM

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
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IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
Keda Eyni Eynak (Amr Diab)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Ya Salam (Ehab Tawfik)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Kefaya Kedak (Sameera Said)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Wahasyni (Hamada Helal)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Noor-El Shams (Pascal)

WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
Lealy Nahar (Amr Diab)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Bent El Waadi (Haifa Wehbi) --Yes , that Haifa who show her support to Lebanon's Hezbullah

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Yalla Ya Kadabah (Hamada Helal)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Nasry Wala dary (Assolah)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Aiwah (Darine)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

Yalli Taebna Snen (George,Wassouf)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Mazlom (Mohamed Mohey)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Aayshalak (Elissa)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Loun eyonak (Nancy Ajram)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Kaman Kaman (Shahinaz) --->already married

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Ahla Dunya (Elissa) hahahahah...

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Qalbi Habak bejnon (Assolah)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Lek Iwahdak (Samo Zein)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Naseni El Donia (reghab Allama)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Saddaqni Khalas (Amr Diab)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Habeebi Bahstak Eleek(Shahinaz)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Ana Eeh (Nancy Ajram)

cik jee

saya berbual di alam maya dengan seorang bekas pensyarah saya di MMU yang sangat
saya hormati(ini betul2 bukan bodek2).saya rasa amat bersyukur berada di bawah bimbingannya selama 2 tahun.terus terang saya katakan,MMU berjaya melahirkan graduan yang bersedia di alam kerjaya,innovatif dan dilengkapi skills dan kemahiran.saya amat berterimakasih dengan cik jee.walaupun semasa di alam pengajian,cik jee agak garang tapi setelah mengenalinya(hampir nk menamatkan pengajian pon masa tu) ternyata peribadinya amat menyenangkan.seorang yg cukup berdisiplin dan rajin dan cintakan ilmu membuatkan saya menjadi semangat untuk meneruskan pelajaran hingga keperingkat tertinggi.dan ketabahan serta kesungguhan saya di hari ini,cik jee antara pencetusnya.terima kasih pada cik jee.moga allah membalas jasa baik dan segala ilmu yang dicurahkan.

kunang-kunang lagi

semalam suami saya blanja saya candle-light dinner at kunang-kunang.
sebab saya terlalu teringin minum tiramisu ice-blendednya..yummy..
saya order tiramisu ice blended n sizzling yee mee.my husband air barlinya
dan kunang-kunang special noodles soup!thanks hubby!

merempit ke ofis

today,i arrived at UPM 6.58am.
(pekerja contoh).i walked out from
my aunt's house at tmn greenwood around 6.30am.hehhe
im among the earliest people menapak
di UPM with this one prof.he just said
"so early?".and me ;"timing cpt" sambil
tersenyum udang.

and i admitted im a bit merempit.the reason:
(however this shudnt be used as a reason anyway!)

1.im a firm believer of quality of time.
instead of wasting my time in a traffic,i shud use
it with my family,complete my research,reading and
anything that could benefit me more.

2.when i drive around 90kmph,ill become lethargic and ralit nk tidoq.
and the only way to make me alert and focus is high speed.
thus,i support the statement:speed doesnt necessarily kills.stupidity yes!

3.im a person who justified the ends.(hahahha)reaching the focal point is my target and im doing it in my lifetime (of course with a right means.).if im in the middle of time-span,im trying my best to regulate myself.i might say im a very self-regulated person and somehow it does translated into my character and fortunately my driving skills.if im stuck in traffic,im not a kind of lady driver who will wait until it isall safe and clear.ill try my best braving the crazy KL traffic.

orait.i think 3 reasons are more than enough.

tech n edu

today,ive already taken the offer letter.
and will start reporting tomorrow.
and,i just thinking of what Dr rosnaini on the other day.
she knew what she wants to do in educational technology.she is focusing on utilization and evaluation which is in 4 and 5 tier.and i kept thinking,what should i focus on?since im always fascinated with design and how the design should be practical and useful enough for human's need,then design and development should be my focus.yes.for me,to make an instructional effective,the design which among others involved the process of analyzing learners' need are very crucial and important.most of the educational programs particularly in Malaysia were failed because of the lacking of commercial and design factors.the theoretical might be good and strong.but remember,children are more attracted to fancy and entertainment elements.we shud from there manipulating the factors so that the learning can be done.
well,western counterparts are more advance on this.maybe we shud learn from them?

fellowship UPM

pagi ini,antara perkara terawal,buka portal GSO,UPM.
dan result utk fellowship UPM dah keluar.
alhamdulillah saya tersenarai dalam list penerima GRF!

erasmus?

saya kerap turun ke shah alam.seminggu paling kurang sekali.
kami enjoy disana.rasa cam nk pindah je.result GRF masih x keluar2.
apalah masalahnya lama sangat.kalo dapat alhamdulillah.kalo x terima sajala.
maybe bley apply erasmus pas ni..hehhehehhe

takde mood nk berblogging.very tired.brain's juice not enuff.need sleep..taaa

ekonomi vs nikah

buletin utama mampu membuat saya tersenyum.
di UK,kadar perkahwinan meningkat sejajar dengan merudumnya
ekonomi.malahan,peningkatan itu menjangkau 11% peningkatan.
malahan,temuramah dengan bakal pengantin,perkahwinan membantu mereka
menghadapi keruduman ekonomi.

berlainan dengan masyarakat malaysia.lagi merudum ekonomi lagi mereka menangguh perkahwinan.mungkin mereka ada alasan tersendiri.namun bagi saya,jika kita ikhlas kerana Allah,tentunya kita dibantu.walaupun pada awalnya nampak sedikit sukar namun,inshaallah rezeki terbentang luas tanpa ada rasa tersepit.tidak percaya?
tanyalah saya!

saya menyeru kepada mereka yang bujang dan mampu :BERNIKAHLAH..nescaya tenteram

sapa ckp study sng?

i dun sleep tonite.
presentation at 9am.
my spacebar somewhow
terkopak.thanks to my daughter
nusaibah.

my husband attend a function
gerak usahawan.hev to call him ask
what to do.

alhamdulillah slides are prepared.
me?yawny all the way!

tag by azurasid

okai azura.memandangkan aku sakit gigi dan malas nk membebankan pemikiran aku dgn academic writing.so aku layankan tag mu nih.

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person
who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

(To do this, go to "notes" under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)



1. highly ambitious ppl n stick to deadline religiously.

2. dun like greens,any asam2 jeruk,belacan..

3.sort of COd ppl.everything must be in pair.if not just throw the one left into the dustbin.n must be organized

4.lurve roses scent

5. hate inconsiderate n no civic minded ppl.(they deserve jungle as a home)

6.feet n hand eczema sufferer (which explains why i cant wash dishes n needs technology as my domestic helper.and some of makciks menyebok tatau apa nk kuutuk ,apa hal)

7.lurve reading

8.susah tido malam.

9.poyo ppl is a no-no in my life.

10.sick with orang kampung

11.x reti menjahit

12.revengeful

13.not fond of puisi,puitis2.

14.lurve white color

14.bare-foot driving too.once used a flats,terjajau kete.fortunately the car park is free (maklumla masjid di hari2 biasa)

15.material + akhirat musti seiring.thus i am aiming luxuorius life!

16.easily disturbed.

17.hiding my emotions.

18.good at writing.

19.my ambition yg tak kesampaian : to be lawyer

20.sekali sekala memasak (hahahha sebnonya malas!)

21.rajin laundry (my kids wear 5-6 pairs of clothes each of them everyday!)

22.kaki game online

23.slalu shopping kat JJ & grocery @ carrefour

24.dun care bout office politic & kipas mengipas. (allah yg tentukan rezki kita!)

25.cita2 sambung phd ke oversea

pictures and words (tag by wanie cm)

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.”

1) I am



2) I really want to go to




3) My favourite place



4) My favourite thing



5) My favourite drink




6) My favourite food



7) My favourite colour



8) I live in



9) I was born in



10) My college was




11) My favourite story


12) My hobby



13) I wish





And now I want to tag:
zaila
hanisah
azurasid